SPY Chronicles

It was a dark & stormy night
And the city’s quiet asleep
Behind the walls
Of a gargantuan chateau
A spy is on a mission
A life is in dispute

But amongst the tress
Hidden by the angry wind
Eyes are watching
Eyes are in awe
What it is that lingers
Is there anything that must be shown?

The dark suited spy
Climbed with all her might
As the rain patters
Will the spy falter?
By the cold sting of water
That darts the avenger

Inside she crept
All sounds must be kept
As she slithers on the floor
And to the creeping door
Will she be discovered?
Or remain covered?

On and on she goes
Unaware of a potential foe
That’s been lurking behind
Oh the spy had been blind
She thought nobody’s there
As she puts tracking bugs everywhere

The eyes that are watching
Thought the Spy is an enemy
Shouted with intensity
“A thief! A thief!”
Awakening the chateau
Furtiveness bid its adieu

……to be continued…..
……to be edited……
hehehe

The Sacred Agents

SACRED AGENTS

Christ In Action

is a non-profit organization,

Internet based ministry

with three main goals:

1. Bring glory and honor to God,

2. Equip Christians in the truth,

3. Lead non-Christians to Christ.

Cool huh?

These people are active church members who wants to propagate the Truth thru the use of the world wide web.

They are revealing much of the world's history according to the Bible...

Promoting worthy sites!

I pray the best for the group, and hopefully many will be awakened and be curious enough to 'explore the Truth.'

Grrr....

Last night, I went to my old friend's place because it's her birthday. I ate chocolate cake, spaghetti and siomai - - the best!

Then I went to post an entry on my secret friendster's blog about a poem that I worte when I was in third year high school. This is the poem:

The Woman That I Love


Roses are red and so are her lips
On her bed she always sits
Sometimes she's silly. Sometimes she's not
I don't care for she's the one I love
Lovely face I wish I could have
You'll never believe she's 37 now
Nothing changed, her face sweet as 16

Resourceful person she is
Especially during the times in need
Talented woman whom I adore
Overjoy is what I feel when she hugs me
Many times she's away from work
Even during holidays & days w/o work

More blessings I wish her to have
And only happiness fills her heart
No one knows how much I love her
So I wish I can show her
A wish that I can tell
You're the one I really love, my dear mother

I wrote this poem many years ago for my Mom's 37'th birhthday...
I wonder if she remember I wrote her a poem at least once in my life?
Hm...I miss my mom..my adoration to her.
We now have a different life living...although we live in the same house. I've been busy with my work and have a life to think about.
Well actually, what I think about really is how can I be a help to her...
(originally posted yesterday)

That's my post, yep, after the mushy posting I went home at around 11pm. Only to find out (AGAIN) that I left my house keys... so I texted my mom and said that I am stuck outside and forgot my house keys (AGAIN).

She threw her keys out to me, and when I got upstairs, she shoutingly said,

"Bakit wala ka nanamang susi!?"

And I said, "nakalimutan ko.."

And she said... "Iresponsable!"


That just stung my heart...

Me? Irresponsible? I seldom ask for their help. I do my own laundries, I cook my food, I clean my room.. I give her part of my salary...there's nothing that I don't do. Of course, I don't do drugs, I don't smoke, I don't drink. I work hard to help her.

But she, calling me that... it hurts...

I could actually can live on my own, w/o her help, but I just won't because I still want to help at home... but nobody appreciates it...

To think, that I just reminisced the days when I admire her hard work for us her kids.

I am not backstubbing my mother... I just want to let it out now...

Can I help it if my brain has a malfunctioning memory card???


Anyway.... what if I won't help anyone in the house... grr... it's so grrr!

A Dream is a wish your heart makes

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believingthe dream that you wish will come true

... when will it come true?

Wanna know my weirdest dreams...well..I'll state whatever comes into my mind right now...

• I want to fly, I want to be up there in the sky
  
• I want to have a car, pearlized pink car
  
• A pocket PC
  
• I want to try bungee jumping
  
• A martial artist
  
• A karate Kid
  
• A great painter
  
• A computer hacker
  
• A carpenter
  
• A Sculptor
  
• An Archaeologist
  
• I wish I'd go back in the time of Creation, time of Jesus, my time of birth, the first time I walked and talked
  
• I wish I'd be a part of tribulation
  
• I wish God would talk to me personally just like Adam and Eve.
  
• I wish He would make things a bit clearer
  
• ..uhm...I'll take back that wish
  
• I wish that life will be more challenging and exciting
  
• I wish I'll have a unique love story
  
• I wish I have met the one, but not really knowing who he is
  
• I wish I have a kid of my own right now
  
• I wish I have enough money to help my mom
  
• ...hmm.... this is not a weird fantasy...
  
• I wish my wedding ceremony would take place under the sea or up there in the sky
  
• I wish, when I die, my mom would get to read my entries
  
• I wish my casket would be in an F1 four-wheeled,race car
  
• I wish I constructed my own casket and painted by my own hands
  
• I wish someone would see me as human...

6002.12.70

Depression Makes me Fat

Hm...

I could say there has been a little improvement lately at work and in myself. Yesterday, after my boss said 'not nice' work about the rack that I personally refurbished, he (I think) noticed that I felt uneasy on him.

That afternoon, he asked me if I already have decided to move a house near our office. Well, I told him my family won't, so I think I better move myself. Then he reminded me because I received a memo of being late, which is 65 minutes late for a week. I told him it's unusual for me to be late. He said, whatever, still, you are late... then he was teasing me... and then turned into bits of laughter... at least somehow, mt heart lightened.

Today, the carpenter called me and wanted me to go and check the construction of my design. I've been meaning not to call him up, or anything just to somehow tell him that it wasn't right for him to raise his voice on me even he's much older than I am. I know we are all pressured at work because lot's of incoming projects were in and time is a valuable thing for each & everyone of us. But sometimes, they abuse my being 'friendly'. I'm much superior in terms of office position.

For the meantime, I just let them feel they are superior than me. I am somehow tired of fighting for my position in the office.

Anyway.... enough with these office problemos!

It's just I'm on my 5th month as a probationary employee, my regularization might fly away from me, and I can't afford to lose a job right now... ....

Can I say I have a little improvement about my depression? Hm? I wish I could totally say that...

I'm quite depress right now... in fact, I've been eating the whole day and planning to eat again after this.

And I'm not just eating somewhere, I'm eating at expensive food shops.... grrr...

....well, so far I regret eating at Greenwhich, their so-called Supreme Baked Macaroni doesn't taste like supreme at all... what a waste of money and craving! i never get to eat the whole thing at all...

Aggy's Special Mamon is yummy, milky yummy...

NERDS! The Wonka Nerds--- the best candy ever! I bought one at a grocery near us for P18.00 only, but I tried to buy at SM only to see that it worth P45.oo there! No way... I rather buy near our place.

Tobleron - - - ate it w/ my office mates Another chocolate bar w/ Vanilla Cream filling

Potato Chips & lots of Potato Chips!

For lunch, I ate at Henlin's, 3 pcs. Siomai, Rice and 12 oz. Dalandan juice...

Early in breakfast, I ate fried eggplant, rice and last night's left over Paksiw na Bangus...
See I've been eating too much... ..

now I'm craving for BreadTalk!'s Pizza Bread...

Sigh...

....hmmm.... just another sigh....

The Bible & the Key

Remember my 19th post Home Alone 'Imprisonment'?

I'll continue my story on that day.

After posting my it, I walked towards Chowking, I thought, if I am going to buy a meal there that would cost me almost a hundred pesos. So i bought a kilo of chicken instead...did some groceries, and dashed back at home as fast as I could so I could cook right away.

While cooking, I found a pirated cd of Superman Returns so I decided to watch it.

Honestly, I found the movie boring and lacked twist in the story. I never enjoyed it and foundmyself sleepy at times.
but I remembered what Lex Luther said:

"gods are selfish beings who fly around with capes and don't share power with mankind."

hmm... he sounded like the serpent in the garden of Eden while tempting Eve to eat the forbidden fruit.

Anyway, I still finished the movie... and was glad it ended there.

Well, I admit, I had some pity on superman when he was on the hospital, showing that he's human too.

After watching it, I ate almost half of the chicken! Boy! Was I that hungry?!

I went back to my room, it's just a step away from the living room. (he,he)

And saw the slim Bible. It's my mom's Bible given by Pastor Edwin Tan.

My key is beside the Bible...

I realized, I've been drowning myself with lots of books, fictional, historical etc... but the Bible has been always there, but I never bothered to read it up for years.

So I started to read Genesis chapter one.

... I was surprised... everything seems new to my mind. It's like I'm reading from a newly bought, but popular book.

I enjoyed reading the Creation...to Cain & Abel, Noah, the Tower of Babel...

It's REFRESHING.

I never thought that reading the Bible could be entertaining... well, don't get me wrong. I highly respect "the Book", cuz once, when our house was flooded, it's one of the first stuffs that I saved.
The Bible... the Key...

It made me realize, that the key to my happiness will be found in His Word!

Such a simple rule but neglected often.

Don't you think?

You just need to read it whole heartedly...

have Faith, never guard it down...

Right now, I am enjoying reading the stories in the Bible. Though I do not understand some of it, but I know someday God will make me understand it!

One step at a time....

I highly recommend "the Book" the HOLY BIBLE (King James Version 1611)

7002.91.70

Help Keep Elections Clean

Help Keep Elections Clean... this is Comelec-Ako's Vision.

Wow... I admire his determination to help our nation thru his knowledge about the world of Comission on Elections.

That's why I am promoting him here, although I never bother myself with politics.

And also... join his...




Support the good!

I wonder how old comelec is... hehe...

I remember, when I use to hang around the 'comelec world' (because my mom use to work there)... I use to see lots of old people... hehe...

Hi Comelec! Just incase you dropped by!!!

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Home Alone 'Imprisonment'?

I was glad early this morning that the people at home will all be leaving. I have the whole house for myself!!! Yipee! I am gonna have a restful rest, perhaps watch movies and eat junkies.
...but first I have to do my usual chores...

My mom, brother & sister left at around 10am, they will be having a family get together today at my grandpa's house. I was thinking of going there too after my chores (bcuz nobody will wash my clothes if I go there, and I will have nothing to wear for work).

Finally, the house is quiet and still.

I started out my daily routine and started to clean up my room and do the laundry. Since I'm gonna be alone and quite busy, I decided to secure the door and gate with a lock.

I finished my chores at around 2pm, and then I felt hunger.

I looked for food to eat, but nothing is to be found. They are going to a get together so nobody bothered to buy food for the day, and of course they expected that I would come along but I didn't.

So there I was, hungry. I decided to take out food from saome fast food chain, perhaps Chowking or McDo since I have discount coupons for McDo.

I took a bath and prepared myself and my money. I also decided to pick out neccesities from the grocery.

As I am about to leave, I remembered that I locked the door.

THE KEY??!?!

I forgot where I placed my house keys!!! Oh no!
I searched over my stuffs, pants and storages, but I couldn't find it.
It was an hour of search, totally devastated because of hunger.
I was really hungry!!!
I looked again and again, but with no success.

My stomach is already rambling w/ pain because of hunger. There is nothing to eat at home except rice...

Poor me...

Tired and hungry...

I know I placed the key somewhere so it won't get misplaced. But I can't remember where I placed it.

This always happen

Like, one time, I placed my favorite silver earrings (w/ moon and star design) for safekeeping. But until this day I cannot recall where I placed it.

Minutes and hours passed...maybe because of too much starvation... I suddenly remembered that I placed the keys beside the Bible that i was reading last night!

SAVED!

I hurriedly opened the door and dashed off to the nearest bakery and devouringly ate a bread w/c I don't usually do.

And now I'm here at the PC to relate a story.

I'll go to Mc Donald's later and eat a complete meal...

6002.61.70

Bread Talk!

Yes, I am talking about the literal edible thing BREAD.

Let's talk about BREAD.

Man cannot live by bread alone. Sure! Man needs water too.

Today was a busy day. I went to Pureza where I use to study. The place hadn't changed a bit since the last time I went there. The people---they changed drastically. As if, I don't know them anymore. like I'm some outcast... he,he... this is mushy...

Anyway, my friend (codename:ADS), asked me to accompany her in buying a good printer. So we canvassed at every PC shop at Gilmore. And I was amazed by the latest models of laptop PCs. Oh! Sometimes I just wish I'm a rich kid who could buy anything I want in a snap of a finger.

ADS and I just kept bothering salesmen about the printers' specifications and quality. Until we found the printer we want and needed!

Yes! The day's mission is successful and it's time for a nice meal, since we haven't got a bite after going to Pureza.


We decided to eat at Gateway and indulge ourselves with the finest breads in BreadTalk!
But we couldn't find a seat at BreadTalk! so we decided to take out the breads and eat at Farmer's foodcourt. But the Farmer's foodcourt is 'heavily noised' by the night's band and blabbing people around.

We went to the nearest Mc Donald's, ordered Sarsi Float and Mc Do's Hot Choco and hoped to have a good eat... but..

a woman, sitted in on our table. She ordered Mc Do's latest nuggets. And as I await for ADS (ordering our beverages), she's somewhat friendly.

ADS came back, and we started to devouringly eat our yummy and expensive bread. She ate the BreadTalk! Pizza Bread, while I ate something chocolatey (can't remember the name). We offered the woman in front of us some bread, but of course, she resisted.

I cannot recall how our conversation with the woman, named Shirley, started. But we talked about finishing school, because ADS is an undergraduate artist. We discussed the importance of finishing school and its benefits. While ADS insisted onfinishing school is not really an important matter....

Oh...hmm.. I think I'll stop now... I've been having cough and not feeling well. Oh no! I don't want to be sick! I have lot's of upcoming projects, and me, being not in the office will be one big problem.

Just the point of this entry...

Breads are delicious.

I tasted five types of bread today..
Shawarma Bread (the one & only shawarma that I eat from Fairview courtesy of ADS)
Banana Cake from some bakery (it's really yummy!)
BreadTalk! Pizza Bread
BreadTalk! Chocolate bread-something w/ Almonds toppings (I swear I would know its name sooner or maybe later...)
BreadTalk! Floss-Bread-Something (haven't eaten it yet really. just a bite, tasted like chicken)
Boy! These breads are expensive! (40, 10, 36, 36, 55)

Well, about the woman that we talked to...

the topic is that EDUCATION IS ONE WAY TO SECURE YOUR FUTURE FINANCIAL MATTERS because YOU COULD ALWAYS FIND A JOB when you get older.

If you plant the weath well today, someday you'll be able to bake the bread. It may be expensive, it may cost you something, but the harder you work on it, the yummiest it will be!

I can't afford to buy the yummiest cake at BreadTalk! But I am planning to buy a cake for my mom's birthday ... It cost 700...what!!!!

Ok..I'll try but no promises...

Hmm... this composition doesn't seem to focus on one topic...

I'm always feeling dizzy for the past few days and I don't know why...

I can't think straight now...so I better rest...

... maybe because I lacked sleep last night...

...got to rest ....

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Raindrops Falling on my Head

And on my shirt, my jeans and shoes…. And the cruelest thing of all inside my socks!

Darnssss…as in with ssss… DARNSSSSSSSSS!!!

It has been raining cats and dogs for the past days; it has disrupted my busy work days.

Thank you Rain! I finally appreciated the value of REST.

Hahahah!!!!

I can’t go outside because of heavy rains, strong winds and fear of the cold sting of 6” rain drops darting on my skin.

My out-of-town trips are lessening because I don’t want to travel and bother myself bringing an umbrella . . . and yeah, less travel means less money output.

I was sick last Monday, giving me the opportunity to know the latest buzz on Philippine TV.

I also watched missed ‘pirated’ movies.

(oops… got to stop for a while… CEO on approach)

there..there…

what else… hmmm….

…now I couldn’t think of anything to write because of CEO…

…hmm… it’s just raining hard putside and I am so worried that

Raindrops will be falling on my head,

And on my shirt, my jeans and shoes…. And the cruelest thing of all inside my socks!