Thursday, August 10, 2006

Can I Be Your Friend? Getting Tekky








It's funny lately, that I communicate with my friends thru on-line communications such as Messengers, E-Mails, & Friendster.

Like Jonhess, he was an old friend during high school days. He once bumped into my life when I tried to join a music band and tried to learn how to play saxophone. I have never seen him for about 6 or 7 years. I am glad he was looking for me..hehehe. I didn't knew that I had an impact in his life. I don't remember much of my past, but somehow I remember him... NOT!
hehehe..I hope he isn't reading this... kidding Jonhess...
I approved his "MUSHY" testimonial because he's an OLD friend. hehe..take note: OLD!!! joking again!!!

Thanks to him I remebered stuffs about me when I was young.


Another guy...

I also had a lot of "spiritual" talk with an old churhmate too. I won't mention his name here, because we are having those 'confidential' talks...hahaha...I'm just making it exaggerated... heheh

He's the one that I could say that I can really talk about anything-- from the deepest purpose in life to the shallowest thing as Denver the Last Dinosaur.

I really don't know him personally, but by the way he speaks up, I think he's one reliable person, and like I've known him for a long time... well, yes I knew him, but...ahm...whatever..heheh..maybe we just have the same interests...

BTW, he has taught me a lot... and someday...somehow.. i'll find a way to repay him... He's an answered prayer.

To God be the thanks...


So as I have said earlier,
I communicate with my friends thru the net, because of the busy work sked and me being busy with my family and myself (?)

Friendster, Messenger, Internet...
have influenced many of today's social life. I don't know if I should approve with such sitiation, because it's like I'm getting used to talking with the monitor and speaking with my keyboard.

For now, this is my lifestyle, my social life, if you call that getting socialized...


Isn't technology taking hold so much of our time??? and our life?


Will you call me weird if I imagine, someday, those big companies are holding our necks if we want to 'survive extinction' from this world?

And the people that we talk to thru mesengers,

ARE THEY WHO THEY SEEM THEY ARE?



Wednesday, August 02, 2006

LOVE: Is it just plain decision?

hmmm... emotions are really bugging my life right now...

ANGER & LOVE

two opposing forces but can never be separated in this such imperfect world...

well, so far... hmm!

Is this what you call LOVE YOUR ENEMY?

How can you love your enemy if the emotion you are feeling is anger?

IS it a decision one must take in relation to the other person?


I guess, like what I am doing right now...

a past relationship who had hurt me so much...

despite the fact that I MUST FEEL ANGER.. it always turns out, me, being nice... not because I am stupid or I feel still 'in-love' it is because I CHOSE TO BE NICE...

....hmm...
maybe emotions are just driving forces, because, still, our mind has the final statement. How can you fully love if your mind is unease about the situation?
Do you think so?

Life is full of decisions, but in my own point of view... there are only two choices.

THE RIGHT WAY and THE WRONG WAY

Either way, it's still your own responsibility at the end of the day. Nobody to blame or be acknowledged but yourself.

RIGHT IS RIGHT even if everybody is againts it
WRONG is WRONG even everybody goes for it.

Truth is forever, I say..
Truth is constant...
Truth never change.
Even in Science, the constant is always the same...
(sounds like a prose: I think I have a future in being a writer..he,he)



"Love is patient and kind.
Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude.
Love does not demand its own way.
Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged.
It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out.
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance"
(1Corinthians 13:4-7)


In my words, LOVE IS SUPPOSED TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, NOT STUPID.

So... if it is not suppose to make you stupid.. you must use your mind?

Emotional love is blinding, I guess... those 'in-love' moments.. but if the FEELING is gone... how do you live life together?

so Love must be based on TRUST & RESPECT.
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hmm...

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Trust that he will be loyal and faithful...

Respect in each other's thoughts, opinions, life... although when you are married you are considered to be one.
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All the things that I am saying here, and on my other posts are based on my experiences and belief.
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I am not saying, all these are true...
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I am just stating ang opinion,when I am confused and have a question...
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sigh...
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WHAT DO YOU THINK?